To B*tch or Not to B*tch, That is the Question

I thought about creating this blog around 6 months ago, but like any other bi-polar moment it got put off. That and the fact that I was around 6 month preggo I had a few other things on my mind. Well now I have found that the title that I wanted to use has been snatched up by another and I had to change it up a bit.


I am not a big writer, but I have recently found a passion for it I never knew I had. Also, I find that it is a bit comforting when I am in a fit of rage and need to get some things off my chest. This is also way better than screaming at some random cashier for moving to slow when I am waiting in a line that seems to be a thousand feet long and going slower than a snail. 


I have chosen not to medicate for my bi-polar... I have found that I seem to like my different types of personalities. Although a few of them are at times unnecessary they are all still me. I have learned to appreciate the swings I have, because when it comes down to it, at least I express myself. I have been asked "Don't you care that you hurt people's feelings?" And I generally respond with a "Well they already knew I was bi-polar... So I am thinking, Why do they poke the bear and wonder why they get mauled" 


There are times when I deeply regret going all manic on some people then there are times I think, That douche deserved it. I have no problem in standing up for what I believe. Especially if I think someone is trying to take advantage of someone else. It kills me to see people I care about getting ripped off. This reminds me of a story i'd like to share:


One of my friends had just moved into a new home and the electric company that she was using gladly took her deposit and all was marry. Well apparently If someone else decides to take out electricity in their name under the same address... the previous owner's electricity gets shut off. Well this happened to my friend. They turned her electricity off because someone apparently gave the wrong address and even though it was not her mistake she was going to have to Re-pay the deposit to get it turned back on. She was just going to pay it to avoid the fuss~ I had to tell her to do something about it. She was just going to let it slide... Luckily she had paid with a credit card and not cash so there was a paper trail showing that she had already paid it and got the issue resolved. 


What the heck, are people crazy enough to just deal with crap like this. I mean there is a fine line between avoiding drama and just letting people walk all over you. I would have been raising holy hell about all that. I know there is suppose to be a time and a place for everything, but seriously, When is that time? When you have shoe prints all over your forehead or before the foot lands on your face?


Anywho it is dinner time and I've gotta run.


Until next time :)
ToeJam